radHaz

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my zone is right next to his, so i often hang out with radHaz

he's super fun to be around

he's a real goof

i don't know how he gets so much work done at his power plant.

i... i really worry about him.

he hates when people worry about him though

but i can't help it.

the things he tells me about when it's just us make me very concerned...

i probably shouldn't write any of it down...

but no one's looking so i suppose i can

he's told me before that there are days he can't get out of bed

all he does is lay under the covers and cry

the power plant is really stressful for him

i told him to tell chezie to see if she can help with anything

but he says he doesn't need help

he's lying out of his teeth

i don't know why he refuses or why he thinks he can manage it by himself

in my opinion i think it's because he doesn't want to seem like a failure.

i don't think he's a failure.

i often see bite marks on his hands and arms

he says it's from rough-housing with the coyotes

i don't think thats the whole truth.

coyotes mouth's aren't shaped like that.

they're never deep however

i always make sure to peek when he's not looking.

i think it's a stress response.

or a nervous fidget

but i always make sure to check on him everyday

plus i just like being around him

i think i go over too much

i find myself just wandering over to his zone

he likes to help me with my bandages

i can usually reach around perfectly fine

but i don't tell him that

is that selfish of me?

probably.

but he's so gentle

and he's so good at it too

i just can't help

the way i

feel.