10/17/2025
i actually managed to get business alien to hang out with us!
you don't understand how rare that is
unfortunately, chezie couldn't make it, for once she was busy
i'm not sure with what though.
but the three of us had a good time!
radhaz is still stuck on nicknames
he tried giving business alien some
they weren't good obviously
and he still kept calling me angel
i tried to keep my composure
but i could feel my face getting red
she definitely noticed
but she didn't say anything
thank god
she knows when it's best to not say anything
10/15/2025
radhaz and i met at the food court today.
i had a really great time!
but it was hard to focus sometimes..
the last few times i was there with him bad things kept happening
so that's all i could think about.
luckly it went smoothly though
radhaz was trying to come up with nicknames to call me for whatever reason
they really weren't good, but it was endearing
'angel' seemed to stick
i wish it didn't
but he doesn't need to know why
10/14/2025
today i hung out with radHaz on top of that weird tower on the playground.
it's been a couple days since we've just talked for awhile.
it was really nice.
i'm really glad that stupid shadow guy isn't harassing him anymore.
if i ever see that him i'll give him the what for!
though our little outing was cut short
he noticed that my bandages were old
so he insisted that we go change them right then
i think he just has fun playing doctor.
oh well, i don't mind
he's much more gentle than i tend to be with them
it's relaxing
10/13/2025
today's been good
it seems like radHaz has been doing a lot better since the blessing.
i wish i could do something like that..
but my magic is just as important, even if it isn't strong.
everyone has their own place in the world.
10/06/2025
radHaz is going over to watch a movie with chezie
he said he was feeling better
i hope that's true
he pushes himself way too hard
10/05/2025
it was very cathartic to talk with business alien today
i just can't stand it when people are hurt
especially when there's nothing i can do about it.
i can only heal physical wounds
i wish my magic was as good as chezie's
i'm so afraid for radHaz...
10/04/2025
i'm really scared
i don't know what to do
radHaz and I were just hanging out at the food court
he stopped talking right in the middle of his sentence
he looked like he saw a ghost
i've never seen him make such an expression
then he went limp over the table
i think i screamed
i tried shaking him awake
but it didn't work
he was just twitching and muttering
there's that odd bed right next to us so i tucked him in there
i hope he wakes up soon
i can't lose him.
10/03/2025
radHaz seems to be doing a lot worse these past few days
it's like somethings haunting him
he just broke down crying today at the food court
i think i saw chezie in her house
she was watching
why didn't she come down?
maybe she just didn't know what to do, i didn't if i'm honest
i'm meeting him here again tomorrow, hopefully it will be a better day
10/02/2025
chezie had something fun planned today
we're answering questions she got in the comments
though.. some of them were odd
she seemed a little off towards the end
like the humans asked something she didn't expect to anwser
i asked what was the matter after she stopped recording
but she just smiled and said not to worry about it
i'm worried about it
09/29/2025
today i found radHaz in the thinking spot
it's usually not a good sign if he's there
i figured i'd should go comfort him
plus it's nice to just sit by him under the trees
09/26/2025
today chezie and i messed about in the new area she built
it was super fun!
all the humans had such good ideas!
chezie looked like she had a good time too!
i think my favorite was the "battle cat"
i love kitties and it made such a cute noise!
i couldn't help but jump for joy!
09/24/2025
apparently chezie had a little idea to bring humans to the realm
she's making a little vlog series i think
that might be fun
i hope people watch
i think she's been lonely
even if she has plenty of friends here
it's fun to make new ones
it inspired me to make my own little blog
but i think i'd like to just keep it to myself