11/16/2025
finally my zone is back!
i was so sad after the bridge broke
but now i can finally make my own way home
instead of having chezie take me there
i wish i could fly like she can..
i promise i really work hard at it but they just don't get any stronger..
sometimes i have chezie carry me in the sky
so i can practice without hurting myself
even then my flying still hasn't improved..
it's just easier to walk everywhere
but then i just trip over nothing and hurt myself anyways
thank god i'm actually good at using my healing magic
at least i have some sort of purpose.
also i left the url to this site open on accident...
but it's alright, i don't think it's visible enough!
11/06/2025
chezie managed to get zone 2 back!
i even convinced business alien to do a little tour too!
she doesn't like being on camera as much
which is a shame cuz people ask about her a lot
i think she's just nervous about how she's percieved.
she's worried that people think she's boring or mean
i've told her many times that no one thinks that!
i think she's self-conscious about how flatly she speaks
it would be odd if she spoke any other way though!
10/31/2025
we're all going to have a big halloween party today!
i'm so excited i could scream!
my costume is really good!
i'm going to be a mummy!
but that also means using all my bandages..
oh well, i have plenty more i can get
i figured it would be an easy costume
i'm already wrapped up most of the time anyways
10/29/2025
gosh, there were a lot of questions!
tons more than last time!
chezie said we did a fantastic job too!
though there were a couple strange questions..
radHaz didn't seem too phased at least..
i thought i was being discreet..
oh well
at least he's not very observant about that sort of thing..
frankly he isn't the brightest in general, not to be mean
not that he's completely stupid! just..
you know..
a little less.. aware
but it adds to his charm
10/27/2025
chezie has tasked radHaz and i do make a video interacting with the viewers!
we didn't really have a good idea so we decided to make a qnA video!
maybe it will go smoother this time now that chezie isn't here..
something is definitely up and she isn't telling us.
she's been going to those graves more and more lately too..
she's never mentioned anything about anyone she would have held in that high regard
to have have their own special plots hidden away from the others.
10/20/2025
i keep noticing soemthing strange with my website..
some of the pages have really weird stuff in the source code that i didn't put there..
i mean there's stuff i did put there, but the other stuff is kind of creepy..
and each time i delete it, it just shows back up again later
there's also pages that i didn't even make
but when i try to open them to see what's one them
they just crash my whole computer!
creepy...
i guess i'll just ignore them for now..
10/17/2025
i actually managed to get business alien to hang out with us!
you don't understand how rare that is
unfortunately, chezie couldn't make it, for once she was busy
i'm not sure with what though.
but the three of us had a good time!
radhaz is still stuck on nicknames
he tried giving business alien some
they weren't good obviously
and he still kept calling me angel
i tried to keep my composure
but i could feel my face getting red
she definitely noticed
but she didn't say anything
thank god
she knows when it's best to not say anything
10/15/2025
radhaz and i met at the food court today.
i had a really great time!
but it was hard to focus sometimes..
the last few times i was there with him bad things kept happening
so that's all i could think about.
luckly it went smoothly though
radhaz was trying to come up with nicknames to call me for whatever reason
they really weren't good, but it was endearing
'angel' seemed to stick
i wish it didn't
but he doesn't need to know why
10/14/2025
today i hung out with radHaz on top of that weird tower on the playground.
it's been a couple days since we've just talked for awhile.
it was really nice.
i'm really glad that stupid shadow guy isn't harassing him anymore.
if i ever see that him i'll give him the what for!
though our little outing was cut short
he noticed that my bandages were old
so he insisted that we go change them right then
i think he just has fun playing doctor.
oh well, i don't mind
he's much more gentle than i tend to be with them
it's relaxing
10/13/2025
today's been good
it seems like radHaz has been doing a lot better since the blessing.
i wish i could do something like that..
but my magic is just as important, even if it isn't strong.
everyone has their own place in the world.
10/06/2025
radHaz is going over to watch a movie with chezie
he said he was feeling better
i hope that's true
he pushes himself way too hard
10/05/2025
it was very cathartic to talk with business alien today
i just can't stand it when people are hurt
especially when there's nothing i can do about it.
i can only heal physical wounds
i wish my magic was as good as chezie's
i'm so afraid for radHaz...
10/04/2025
i'm really scared
i don't know what to do
radHaz and I were just hanging out at the food court
he stopped talking right in the middle of his sentence
he looked like he saw a ghost
i've never seen him make such an expression
then he went limp over the table
i think i screamed
i tried shaking him awake
but it didn't work
he was just twitching and muttering
there's that odd bed right next to us so i tucked him in there
i hope he wakes up soon
i can't lose him.
10/03/2025
radHaz seems to be doing a lot worse these past few days
it's like somethings haunting him
he just broke down crying today at the food court
i think i saw chezie in her house
she was watching
why didn't she come down?
maybe she just didn't know what to do, i didn't if i'm honest
i'm meeting him here again tomorrow, hopefully it will be a better day
10/02/2025
chezie had something fun planned today
we're answering questions she got in the comments
though.. some of them were odd
she seemed a little off towards the end
like the humans asked something she didn't expect to anwser
i asked what was the matter after she stopped recording
but she just smiled and said not to worry about it
i'm worried about it
09/29/2025
today i found radHaz in the thinking spot
it's usually not a good sign if he's there
i figured i'd should go comfort him
plus it's nice to just sit by him under the trees
09/26/2025
today chezie and i messed about in the new area she built
it was super fun!
all the humans had such good ideas!
chezie looked like she had a good time too!
i think my favorite was the "battle cat"
i love kitties and it made such a cute noise!
i couldn't help but jump for joy!
09/24/2025
apparently chezie had a little idea to bring humans to the realm
she's making a little vlog series i think
that might be fun
i hope people watch
i think she's been lonely
even if she has plenty of friends here
it's fun to make new ones
it inspired me to make my own little blog
but i think i'd like to just keep it to myself